babycakess

its things like these that make me do the things i do. like cutting or starving myself and such. i never end up good enough. ohhhh my. talk to me.

its rainy and, i dont know just really dreary outside. My mood coincides with the weather...both are bad. Everyone is making fun of me because i just dont understand some things. like math, i cant figure out the simplest problems and it makes me realllly stressed out. like 3 - 4. i couldnt figure that out! 3 minus fucking 4. but ANYWAYS i couldnt figure out whether m came before n in the alphabet or if n came before m. I GET MIXED UP OK? so leave me alone. my boyfriend whom i thought loved me broke up with me friday. :( and ahhh i just cant take this shit anymore. drama drama drama. someone talk to me.

my best friend is moving weve been together almost everyday for the past 10 years i dont even know what to do with myself anymore. she is the thing that has kept me sane. alive even. i was suicidal and she stopped me. saved me, if you will. and now she is leaving. i dont know what to do. someone talk to me...please